孤独的夜很冷

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深秋的夜很冷，落寞的心空总是感觉到有那么一点萧瑟，一路走来穿越了多少季节的长廊，寂寞，总在冷凄的午夜将心包裹，那无法排散的孤独是一种冷，是一种殇。习惯了假装坚强，习惯把自己弄得像刺猬一样，用一层尖锐包装自己，也许是逃避，也许是害怕被触摸，也许是不想被别人看到脆弱，渐渐的习惯了在孤独中独守，渐渐的被孤独麻木。
生命是一场匆匆的旅程，却又包含着多少苦辣在其中，我们总是把生活构造的很完美，但种种的不如意又把我们推向无尽的苍穹，有时候选择了逃避，选择了沉默，但逃避不是与世无争，而是避免心痛，沉默不是不懂人情，而是选择了宽容。孤独并不是一种坚强，而是一种难以被人读懂的脆弱，孤独也不是冷漠，而是拒绝了冰冷再次侵袭空虚的心灵。
生活中每天都在上演着悲欢离合，很多人一个转身就成陌路了，很多事一夜之间就面目全非了。人情的冷暖，就像多变的天空，随时都会改变，在很多利益和诱惑面前，人情往往是不堪一击的，许多突如而来的改变，会使本身就脆弱的心灵，承受更多的压力和打击，现实是残酷的，能够在措手不及中让一切完美在瞬间破灭。
行色匆匆的人群，一张张熟悉而又陌生的面孔，这其中又有多少欢笑是苦涩的，也许欢笑背后是无以名状的伤痛，假装的坚强背后，隐藏着更深一层的落寞，只是无力去倾诉，不想去袒露而已。那些埋藏在心里的痛，终究是岁月里的一道阴影，挥之不去，不经意的触摸还会感觉到疼。
生命的旅程，有的人活得很轻松，有的人活得很沉重，在乎的越多背负的越重，可是又有几人把放下看的很洒脱呢？没有承受过孤独，就体会不到夜的凄冷，没有经历过冰冷，就不知道温暖的重量。生活就是这样，要求的越高，离完美越远，看得多了，懂得多了，也许就成熟了，慢慢的也就都看淡了。
漫步红尘，总会有一种空空的感觉，会有莫名的孤独和落寞，像是丢失了什么，内心深处总会有那么一个空缺，无法填平，也难以抹灭，原来生活中更多的浮华使我们渐渐失去了自我，而我们一直在找寻的，就是曾经的那份真，那份纯情，可这些纯情都在风尘里散落成了尘埃，被厚重的年轮覆盖，也很难找回来了。
站在镜子前看着里面的自己，突然感觉是那么陌生，究竟是什么让你看起来如此冷漠，如此不近人情，是什么让你学会了虚伪，又是什么让你变得如此虚空，一路的寻寻觅觅究竟得到了多少？又失去了多少？红尘烟雨，岁月的更替，原来迷失一个人是那么的容易，不经意间就发现，心离自己已经很远，峰回路转，发现自己一直都是在张望，始终没有找到踏实的落脚点。
时常的给自己进行伪装，用一层厚厚的躯壳包装着自己，带着一张微笑的面具去生活，却不知这样的包装会让人更累，当摘下面具的时候，自己已经不认识这张脸了，面具的后面隐藏着那么多的虚伪，空虚的后面看到了满是疲惫，包装并没有带给自己真正的快乐，反而失去了原始的本真。
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